| yay! |
[Oct. 26th, 2004|06:31 pm] |
ok so heres how it goes...a week ago from today, last tuesday...i decided to hang out with an old "friend" ... didnt know her too well... but since last tusday ive been with her almost nonstop...its awesome...the week has flewn bye though...its ridiculously great....im actually happy again..which has been a very long while since ive been happy like this...ahh i hope it keeps going well...though i dont see why it wouldnt...i do tend to lose interest in peopel very quickly but i havent even thought of wanting to not see her when a new day comes around...im so content with it i even told my mom...she was kewl about it and is all for it...which deff takes a load off of my mind bc i was worried she may jump to many conclusion quickly....besides that though ive been avoiding school still though which isnt too good..but i went today so im getting back on track i just hope its not oh too late...ahhh thats it for now .... :) :)
<3 |
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| florida beetches |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|10:58 pm] |
so last week we only went to shcool for three days so i went to work wed and matt called adn was like wanna take a road trip...so i was like hell why the fuck not...we went to florida...it took fooorevvverrr and evvverrrr but it was kewl as hell...stayed at this crappy motel with a bunch of old drunk men haha it was kewl though...we went to the beach one day which ahhhh i want to live there its super...cept we abotu died bc we swam out past the bouey thingys and we about got ran over by a boat...but i did get a little less ghostly...then hung out with his girl and their family some and came home...but on the way home we just abotu died...we were in sc on some small ass highway and this guy dressed in all white who looked like a god damn clan member was stumbling across the road to the car as we drove by...so we had to swerve and miss him...i botu pissed myself....then we tried to get into a strip club type of place but we were DENIED...i was pissed about that one...but i did get to see one of the chicks ... she wanted me...haha but yeah thats abotu it for the long ass weekend bc im too lazy to give all the details...but today was decent had aschool and survived it...
the end |
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| supadupacuntmonkey |
[Oct. 12th, 2004|11:30 am] |
ah okay so yes i have not updated in a tit bit...shit happens...well ill start of with the weekend...friday night...hung out with michael and played guitar then went to his church for a little bit for this thingy they were having then saw matt there and he invited me to hang out...so me him and a few other people went to his house for a while ang hung out...then dad called bitching like the cracker that he is so i went home around 1:30...woke up saturday adn went to work at 12 then got off at like 4:45ish and michael and me played a little guitar at media play..we rocked out with our cocks out (mines strap on*wink*)...annnnddd then we went to see grant and emily sing fer school and we were suppose to go to the haunted trail afterwards but amber is a pussy...boo on me...so we went to put-put instead...that turned out decent,..matt called on the way there so him adn some of his friends met us up there...after put-put i went back to matts and watched some movies and played pool...sunday i woke up to a bilion missed calls...so i finally got up went home and showered then went to reid and michaels band practice...i got to see BROOKE!!! yay!!! and emily and all the band...it was mucho funo...fo sho..and i ate cookies that michales mommy made us..they were orgasmic...then sunday evening/night/a.m. sibol and her bud came down and we ate at ihop then came bakc to my house since "dad" wasnt home to bug us...and stayed up basically the whole night...it was fun...though i fell asleep in every class sitting straight up yesterday..i survived...i do think my alg 2 teacher thinks im on drugs though...hmm...(can i blame him)...muwahaha...ok so then i worked after school yesterday and that rocked my buddy from the store beside ours came over all day and bugged us..hes kewl...tho i think hes got the hots for me...ahhh which is oh so weird...but now its today and i went to school but had an orthodontist appt so i came by the casa to chill before i went back...and now tis time to go back to hell...but i only have tomm bc we are out thursday and friday...woohoo...its gonna be a great weekend...i think..i hope...hmm who knows....well much love for now
*please dont try to glue
my pieces back together* |
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| i wish we had three day weekends |
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|10:04 pm] |
so another weekend ended...friday night i hung out with michael and cody we went to the mall for a tit bit and i played guitar at michaels...got in early though, there wasnt much to do...saturday i got up chilled and went to michaels again and played some more...that was kewl...then took him to work and i went myself...then a pal was coming to town to hang out but she and her 2 friends didnt finally get here till like 12 after they got lost like a billion times...so we went to waffle house bc it was the only thing open and chilled there awhile then they were gonna head back..but my friend invited me to go back also adn since i had nothing to get up early for i said sure why not..i havent done anythign too spontaneous in a while so i went...though it sucked bc i didnt get to hang out at reids like all weekend.... :( ...ahhhhhh...i only stopped in for a few...from now on i must chill there at least one night...it jsut doesnt feel right withuot it...but yeah went back with them and wow got lost again and again and finally made it back around 6 a.m. but came home to their dog having puppies...omg it was weird...so tat went on a while and we finally made it to bed around 7 a.m....slept till about 12ish and got up went to eat some food and fuck around town..then came back adn chilled for a good little while and then left...i just got in a while ago...and so now its to another week of effin school which i am dreding...ahh...hope i make it all the way through...
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| oh yes things always get worse |
[Sep. 30th, 2004|10:04 pm] |
k so tuesday went to school all gosh dang day except for fourth i left early bc we had a sub and she loves me ... then wednesday went all day...and today we were suppose to have homeroom for like two hours so i slept in well we ended up having second period for liek a whole whopping 45 minutes so when i went to see my teacher she bitched me out..yeah made my day jsut effin great...not to mention im a FUCKING DUMBASS...
i was finally keeping my distance
not calling or trying to give a shit
and it was working out quite well
of course i still thought about you
of course i still want you
and that night back again
i wish and hope for it everyday
but i was finally getting close
to being content with the fact that
i will never have you
until today...everything i see
everything i hear
everything i smell
reminds me of you
i cant escape it...
im fucking back where i started...
fuck! |
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| weekends |
[Sep. 27th, 2004|03:57 pm] |
well the end to another weekend...friday night went and picked up brooke bc shes my pal and i figured she had to make it down here somehow so i helped out...we got starbucks too which was kick ass...and i met a couple of her friends whom are WOW HOTTNESS...but besides that we got back to reids that night and hung the whole night around there watchign chapelle and i played soem guitar too and saw an old friend at chilis which turned out actually pretty well to my surprise...then saturday i layed around te house all day then me brooke reid and joey went to teh mall to see michael at work then to wal-mart where we saw this crazy old man sitting down at the back singing and yoddling it was super...he was hilarious...joey started talkign to him it was great...then we went back to reids and hung out watched Ron White cuz thats whats up...hes such an alcoholic but hes effin super...woke up sunday and went to work which was perty nice not too shabby and then went to wendys with michael...today i had school and i went YES all day and am going to all week...but damn my weekend better be super...or ima be pissed...
thats all for now..
my smile is still broken
dont believe it it lies
it tells you im happy
but thats only my disguise |
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| arghhhhh |
[Sep. 24th, 2004|02:39 pm] |
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ok life was getting decent there for a while and i was almost content but of course of course it never fails...LIFE SUCKS ASSHOLE... |
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| guitar is superb |
[Sep. 23rd, 2004|06:39 pm] |
ok so monday no school obviously from my last post adn tuesday i went till i had the ortho and came back then played tha guitar after school with muchael bc hes my idol haha then wednesday came around and ah yeah didnt go to school bc i had the doc at 9 but when i went they sent me to a specialist for my throat bc its been so swollen and nasty but its ok now he gave me a shot on my ass cheek..well his nurse did and that was kewl bc she was kinda hott...haha...but my throat doesnt really hurt nemore so that rocks fo sho...then after that it was like 12ish or somthin and coudltn make it to shcool to count as a day so i went to the mall with my mom adn got starbucks with the coupon my super buddy brooke gave me which was awesome...and then went to work till 9:30 came home adn played guitar a tit bit...then today i went to school yay! the whole motha fuckin day too i was proud...after shcool iw as suppoer to work so i rushed hom to get ready adn took all my piercing sout all for nothign bc i got there and he was liek i dont need you today...but it was kewl i went to michaels and played guitar for awhile tho hes grounded for his report card wihch sucks ass...ahh...may be going back ova there later on who knows...and how aout i wrote some songs for him to lok at and he actually thinks they are good so that kicks ass...were putting music to them and making them extra badass...im lovin this shiot....soooo i might be goin bowlin tomm night with the crew which is gonaa be super bc were all gonna get high then go which will be hella crazy...hope that works out...well ill update sometime this weekend or after if my weekends so eventful i dont have time...hope that happens...welp im actually doing well so on this note im leaving...
muwah
the end.
-amber |
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| benedryl |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|05:42 am] |
ok yeah so last night i took benedryl and didnt wake up until 1:30 this afternoon so kinda missed school...not too good...but its ok...but to make my day even worse i fucking ran into the back of someone and fucked up the front of my mother fucking car...im so pissed off about it if you cant tell...i need a new hood and grill...arg..at least the cop didnt write me a ticket and shit...after all that i went to michaels and played some guitar and he tauht me some new chords n shit so that was kewl...im writing some shit so we can write a song together tomm...its gonna be killa fun...and itll will help me get out my emotional side all at the same time so thats kewl...i went to bed earlier at like 10 or so but i woke back up at 1:30 and have been up sense cuz i wasnt tired after that sleep last night...so ill prolly be dead by the end of today...oh well...fuck it!
the end.
*it was so easy to fall for you but seems impossible to forget you* |
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| long weekend |
[Sep. 19th, 2004|10:15 pm] |
ahh so thursday was last day of school for the week...went to watch my pals badn play but the cops got pissed and kicked us out so we had to go elsewhere but it was still otay...got to watch some asian porn..lol it was super...then friday hmm i went to the doctor and they said i dont have strep adn i dont have mono so FUCK i dont know nemore...im just sickly...im use to it after the first week...then friday went back over to my pals house and chileed with the same people again but we tied to go to this party and it ended up sucking so we all hung out and did nothing but it was super fun...im learning how to play guitar all due to my super duper friend michael hes tha shit...ive been playin all weekend and im loving it...so yesterday i worked then last night i did alot of playing and hung out again at my pals house...then today i worked and then went to get help from michael some more on guitar...so damn this weekend was actually good...
so off to bed and effin school tomm...ugh |
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